For a long time, I wrote a poem every day. It was my way of grounding myself; breathing was easier after writing a poem. When, for whatever reason, a day passes when I haven’t written a poem, the distress is palpable; I’m a wolf pacing a boundary fence. No matter what’s been going on in my life, if I write a poem, I’m made whole, writing a poem is giving myself a gift of peace.
For the longest time, life has felt like trying to stay afloat on a meagre raft in a volatile sea (it still does) and that knowledge of ‘if you write a poem, there will be calm’ (even just for a little while) is often lost.
I’ve been scared, too, of the behemoth that is social media and how I try to keep smiling while it eats me. I’ve been thinking too much these days and not writing enough. This is just a thrashed-out thing to remind myself that I need to go home to poetry, and perhaps you do too.
Around 2am I found myself in bed thinking about, of all things, macabre embroidery art? Got up, dug through the internet, found your old blog. Really beautiful and interesting person you are. Hope you are well, I’ll check back in soon.
-Eric from America
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